Sometimes, things may look and feel like it’s Dejavu and makes me wonder…is my mind just playing up with remorse or stressed out? Off which it makes me really in pain, as it does bother me, since it is the start of the Muslim New Year ( Maal Hijrah ) and such a deal as I have totally tried to forget the past and of the pain and agony of the last 8 years of my life. Even though the person is someone whom I care about, loved and at one point or another , is my common law wife… we have to move on.
Someone do tell me if we dream of the person, either that the person is in dire need, such as in sickness or ill health, or death or something like that.. that we have to seek it out. One of which I do seek forgiveness from that person and God Al-Mighty for He knows what is in my heart, for I did so many bad things in life that sometimes, time does not cure.. but add a bucket full of salt to the grief.
Whatever it is, I seek the forgiveness of everyone, for intentionally or not, for life may be that short.